Thursday, April 6, 2006 7:42 PM
yupyup..hee...todae wake up de shi hou...pain until cannot walk...stand up must hold on to something ...haiz...then go school go ma fun lor!...cannot pe...so walk canal one round...hmm......so boring...but i think now my leg quite ok le...heee...after school go library study study...then wait 4 yeeling then go home...me and jer at there siao...heee..raping eachother...then yl come help me...hahas...now feel so sleepy...
haiz...sometimes i just wish tat im not in this class..it makes me feeel so regretted y i came to ycss in the lst place...to be in this class...it suxs man..sometimes ppl can be so hurting...and mean...only some friends make me feel tat i belong there...but i think mostly no...haiz...if i never appeal will it be bettter?? i hope not...i dont wanna regret my choice...but i think regretting is the only word in my head...now i just wanna concentrate on my studies...do well and get out of tat sucky class...still got 1plus years to o-level...i will have to ren and ren...always pretend nth happen at all...putting on a smile everytime...a fake front...until i can really feel geninue feeling of ppl..but not the realistic and hurting things...
but always there are ppl who will be there 4 me...hahas...my piggy and doggy and yeeling oso...hahas...thanks man...hmmm without u all i think i dont noe who i can talk to...to let off the steam...thanks!!hahas love u all...! muacckzz...