Wednesday, August 2, 2006 9:34 PM
sometimes when life dont go well, people tend to blame the god for it, for being unfair and will start to ask lots and lots of questions on WHY..ok at least im one of these people.i cant help but do this to feel better or maybe feel even worst, i noe blaming god or anyone is not the way to solve problems,so now im trying to change myself, when there are any downs, i will always try to think am i in the fault lst..i cant always think of the bad sides and get myself all depressed for the rest of my life..i try to make changes to wat im so unhappy with, hoping tat i can do it,nearly giving up everytime when things started to look bad but some force kept me going on..i noe i cant give up tat easily coz i will be letting myself down.the now me is not gonna think bad sides instead only positive sides to get going on with life..the life tat i always desired and wanting to have..and not the pathetic life im having now...no matter wat..i noe there are ppl who are constantly standing by me..encourging me...i noe who they all and thank you for the effort they always try to cheer me up when im feeling down..and sorry if i been taking you all for granted or neglecting you all at times...but afterall you noe i love you all!........^^..
-PIGG and JER-bestest buds ever! love ya all..................
